Chapter 42: A Predator’s Confession & Shinbi’s Choice
My insides churned and twisted at the sight of you with another male by your side.
You keep saying incomprehensible things.
To keep my promise.
What promise?
I’m a man who doesn’t keep promises.
My anger flared at your pressing words, asking why I had come, and I even threatened you with the word ‘weakness,’ which I didn’t even mean.
I gathered what little patience I had and held out my hand again, but you cruelly pushed it away.
You barked at me like a clueless puppy.
“If I win, you’ll let me go!”
Then I could never lose.
You even chugged down that bitter decoction you hated, trying to win at all costs.
When I couldn’t bear to watch and pretended to be defeated, your face, brighter than ever, was cruel.
‘Do you hate me that much? Do you want to kill me that much?’
I, too, had hated and wanted to kill you.
I don’t know why I feel like I’m stuck in this mud.
“Surrender. Then I’ll pull it out.”
And yet, seeing you at a loss, unable to kill me, I have hope.
Are you, like me, concerned about me?
Do you feel something for me?
“Don’t kill them. Please.”
But I soon realize.
Your tolerance and mercy are not just for me.
You returned the robe I gave you like it was nothing, yet you wrap yourself in another male’s clothes so well.
I thought you were reluctant because of the beastly smell.
Was it just that you hated my scent?
My insides twisted, and when I tried to kill him, you clung to me, begging.
I had tried so hard to see your smiling face just once, but you readily approached me and even flirted with me for a mere fox.
You even volunteered for the leash you had so hesitated to wear, asking to go back on your own.
‘Are those guys that important to you?’
‘More than me, your mate?’
As I swallowed my true intentions and asked, you answered with desperate eyes I had never seen before.
That they were.
At that answer, I finally put the leash on you.
Even as I looked at your resigned face, I felt no guilt.
I had made up my mind to have you, and I had to have you.
I have always lived that way.
Plundering what I wanted, taking it, and breaking rules.
As an outlaw with no future.
Even the grim reapers can’t take my life, so can you stop me?
Can you escape from me?
You cannot leave me.
It doesn’t matter if you hate and fear being by my side so much.
Think of it as your karma.
Destroyer.
Yes.
Whether you truly came to destroy me, whatever your inner thoughts are.
I will drag you down to my level as well.
I will make you stand by my side.
I, will be your Destroyer.
The moon always seems to be changing.
But in fact, it is always the same full moon.
It becomes a leap month, a half-moon, and a crescent moon depending on the shadow that covers it.
Karvan was like that too.
A shadow was cast, and he became a crescent moon, a sharp claw that threatened me.
‘…But still, this.’
I just swallowed dryly, terrified like a house dog thrown into a fighting pit, with no experience as a gladiator.
“What are you going to get by just staring?”
As I was having a staring contest with the thing that held its head up stiffly like a snake, its owner said, propping his chin on his hand, as if sneering.
A little while ago, the man who had laid me down in the bedroom suddenly said.
“Choose. Whether you will be the prey, or the predator.”
Not knowing what his intention was, I just stared at him blankly, and the man showed me with his body.
He put both my legs on his shoulders, parted the crevice with his sharp nose, and then licked from the exit to the top of my clit.
As if tasting.
“Hngh, ah! I-I’ll be the predator! The predator!”
Just before being eaten, I screamed, and this is how I ended up.
I know how the man devours me.
He sees it through to the end until nothing comes out, and he enjoyed watching me, soaked in his face and abdomen, feeling ashamed.
Rather than see that, it’s better for me to eat him.
I have no right to refuse anyway.
This pet collar that was jingling around my neck actually had no effect on humans.
But the moment I took this off and refused the man, the Fox village would surely disappear without a trace.
“I-I’ll do whatever you say!”
“Just let’s go. Please!”
Ilai’s fur coat, which I had forgotten I was wearing, was torn to shreds in Karvan’s hands.
I barely managed to soothe the one who wanted to do the same to the owner of that coat and dragged him here.
To Bahalgras, which I had sworn I would never return to.
By myself.
As I untied the robe of the man sitting on the bed, a threatening body that looked like not a single drop of blood would come out even if I stabbed it was revealed.
Scars were full on his pectoralis major, which was heaving regularly.
Traces of death that had passed by.
A medal that symbolized vitality.
Among those many, there were no scars that I had left.
‘A broken character. An OP (Over Power) skill holder.’
As I was grumbling and undoing his pants, I was slapped in the cheek and was stunned.
“…Ah…”
‘Was OP (Over Power) actually Over Penis?’
The blood-engorged c*ck was truly huge.
The thought of swallowing something like that made me dizzy.
But if I said I couldn’t do it now, it was obvious that I would be sucked dry, with the additional charge of being impudent.
‘…But it’s too big.’
I looked at the thickness, which was like a baguette, and my face fell.
“I don’t remember forcing you.”
As I was hesitating, as if in front of food I didn’t want to eat, the man, who was looking down at me askance, said.
“If you’re not confident, let’s switch roles.”
“N-no!”
Terrified, I squeezed my eyes shut and stuck out my tongue.
As if drinking a bitter decoction, I reluctantly licked the flesh, and then my eyes widened.
‘…Strange. Why, is it delicious?’
I thought absurdly as I licked the bulging vein that was like a root with the tip of my tongue.
It should have been dirty and unsanitary to suck on genitals, but it was strangely sweet and addictive.
“Mmm, hmph, haap…”
It was like licking a frozen popsicle.
At first, it was so numb that I couldn’t taste anything, but as the sweetness gradually came up, I started to suck it in a daze.
‘Does Karvan feel the same way as me?’
‘That’s why he licks me like a yogurt lid…’
As my tongue slowed down because I was lost in thought, the man tugged at my pet collar.
“It’s soft, so it doesn’t hurt!”
‘I didn’t want to find out that it wasn’t an exaggeration in this way.’
The leash tightened again.
“For someone who volunteered, you’re not concentrating at all.”
“S-sowwy.”
I quickly apologized and swallowed the tip of his glans.
I swallowed so deeply that my cheeks bulged, but since he said nothing, I peeked up and saw that a vein was bulging on his throat.
It seemed he was barely holding back his displeasure.
“Haap, oop, uk…”
It was impossible to eat it in one bite, but at the sound of his grinding teeth, I flinched and hurriedly nodded my head.
As I was nodding awkwardly, the gaze that landed on me became more and more frightening.
Thinking that this wasn’t enough, I shoved it in deeper, deeper.
“Ugh, oop, haap…. Cough, cough…!”
And then I choked.
As I was silently gagging, Karvan grabbed my chin and lifted it.
Thud, the c*ck that had slipped out of my mouth was dripping saliva for me.
The man, with a frown, pressed my cheeks until they were hollow and opened my mouth, then examined the inside.
Seeing his furrowed brow, he must have been quite dissatisfied.
“I-it’s okay…”
I mumbled, biting the man’s finger.
Regardless, he continued to examine the inside of my mouth.
Every time his sharp nail brushed against the tip of my tongue, I tensed up.
I knew how terrible that feeling was because I had bitten my tongue often while eating candy.
It must have been a pathetic sight, me being terrified like a kid at the dentist, but Karvan didn’t laugh.
“…Why, are you so afraid of me?”
I now knew the meaning of those shadowed eyes.
He was upset.
The man was, for some reason, very angry again.
‘Was he that dissatisfied?’
‘I tried my best to suck it.’
As I massaged my still-sore throat and frowned, my eyes met the man’s cold ones.
“You, do you hate me that much.”
“…Huh? Ah, it’s not that. My throat.”
“I didn’t even kill the fox tribe as you wished, and I even gave you a choice. Yet you still look at me as if I’m a monster.”
“I’ve never looked at you like that… Oop!”
‘To kiss the lips that had just been sucking his c*ck.’
I was at a loss for words at myself for even having such a thought, but the man was even more ridiculous.
When he was glaring at me murderously, and when he was sucking me gently, even making smacking sounds, which didn’t suit him at all, and then passionately rolling his tongue.
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