Let’s Not Stop Here Tonight

As I had thought at the beach, kissing wasn’t a problem for a couple.

Even though it was flustering every time he did it so suddenly, I didn’t dislike it…

Rather, as someone who had longed for this kind of relationship for a long time, I had no reason to refuse.

But remembering that in the past, physical contact was only to fulfill marital duties and he was never the type to be sexually proactive without reason, I couldn’t shake the feeling of surprise every time he acted like this.

It was awkward because I’d never experienced this before, but since Beomwoo was taking the lead, I hesitated and then closed my eyes.

I anticipated a tender, soft kiss like the one we shared sitting on the beach.

But unlike then, Beomwoo parted his lips and swallowed my mouth as if devouring it.

I’ve always been sensitive to sexual stimulation, easily excited and swept away even by an ordinary kiss.

But with Beomwoo not matching my pace and trying to swallow even my breath, I couldn’t follow his flow and was helplessly pulled along.

If anyone saw us now, they might think it wasn’t a kiss between lovers but Haejin being unilaterally plundered.

Haejin, who had said he wouldn’t refuse, grew short of breath and instinctively leaned back, but Beomwoo persistently pursued him.

Beomwoo moved the hand gripping my chin and instead cupped the back of my neck with his palm.

As if to prevent me from turning my head, he intensified the kiss while holding me.

At first it was just rubbing and licking soft areas with his tongue, but now he moved it fiercely, as if trying to suck my tongue out.

It felt tingly and even painful, as if he were trying to pull out the root of my tongue, but frighteningly, the sexual sensation was even greater.

Before I knew it, my mouth was stretched to its limit, saliva of unknown origin flowed between my teeth, and my face was flushed crimson.

It was only when my eyes grew cloudy as if intoxicated from having my tongue sucked so much that Beomwoo finally pulled his lips away, satisfied like a sated predator.

“Hah……. Haejin.”

“…….”

Beomwoo called my name in a voice hoarse with excitement, then pulled the body he was already embracing even closer.

As our lower bodies pressed tightly together, his center made contact below.

I could feel it had hardened even without visually confirming it.

That alone made me feel how aroused he was, and the hand holding the small of my back was moving to a less-than-wholesome place.

This wasn’t our first time entwining our bodies, and Haejin could instinctively guess what he intended to do next.

Haejin was also thoroughly heated from the preceding kiss, and having come this far, he didn’t feel like backing out.

It might seem like things were progressing too fast, as if chased by something—kissing before even dating, entwining bodies on the very day they confirmed their feelings.

But perhaps because Haejin had already done everything with him in a past life, it didn’t feel that rushed when he thought of the past.

And above all… even when I was the only one harboring unrequited feelings for him, being with him physically felt good.

Now that Beomwoo also likes me… how different would it be?

Wouldn’t it be even better? A dangerous curiosity began to stir.

So if Beomwoo wanted to be with me right now, I had no mind to refuse.

But there was one thing holding me back.

Still panting heavily, I hastily pushed against his shoulders and spoke.

“Le, let’s wash up first……!”

I had washed before going to sleep last night, and all we’d done was visit the beach and drive here—no exercise.

It wasn’t that I had sweated or anything, but the issue was a feeling of stickiness.

My only memories of being together were always in a prepared state.

I’m not that fastidious myself, so I wasn’t worried about Beomwoo’s condition, but I was afraid of ruining the mood if I had any odor or something.

That was the worry.

More than trusting him or anything, that was the bigger concern.

Because of that, as I pleaded with him almost desperately, Beomwoo, who looked aroused enough that it wouldn’t be strange if he stripped and thrust into me right then, seemed to suppress his desire, gritting his teeth as he spoke.

“I’m in a hurry.”

“B, but still… I, I don’t think we should do it in this state……. I, I might smell……”

“Smell?”

When I spoke, Beomwoo lowered his head as if to listen and buried his nose in the nape of my neck.

It seemed he wanted to see what smell I was talking about.

As Beomwoo buried his nose and took a deep, sniffling breath, it tickled, and my body involuntarily shuddered.

Perhaps because my body was heated from the kiss, even the ticklishness felt erotic.

A heavy sexual sensation gathered in my lower abdomen.

Beomwoo, who had been pressing his nose against my shoulder, lifted his gaze and muttered softly, as if he didn’t understand.

“All I smell is a good scent.”

“…….”

Guilty……

Seeing Beomwoo, who looked up with cat-like eyes as he said that, I thought blankly in my head.

It probably wasn’t intentional.

He seemed proficient in sexual interaction but was clumsy with emotional exchange, and he wasn’t the type to act cute.

Rather, precisely because of that, the impact was tremendous.

It seemed that in all that long time I had liked him, nothing had made my heart flutter this much.

My body had long since surrendered, and faced with this unprecedented, radical side of him, I was ready to hand over my liver and gallbladder.

But precisely because I liked him so much, I didn’t want to show him a side he might dislike.

Even with Beomwoo acting like this, as I bit my lip and shook my head side to side, insisting we should still wash, Beomwoo let out a small sigh.

……Had he given up on doing it right away without washing?

Just as I was about to feel relieved that he had conceded, Beomwoo, who had been silently watching me, bent down, wrapped his arms around my knees, and lifted me up in one swift motion.

“Eek……! Wh, what are you doing? Put me down!”

“If you struggle, you’ll fall.”

“No……!”

Partly from surprise, but also from a fundamental fear of suddenly having my feet in the air, I clung tightly to his back while kicking my legs, begging to be put down.

But Beomwoo, showing no intention of letting go, said it could be dangerous if I moved and began to walk.

Beomwoo carried the struggling Haejin steadily and moved.

Since my view was facing backwards, I didn’t know where he was going.

As he started climbing the stairs, I couldn’t even struggle, afraid of causing a real accident.

How many steps did he climb, and how many more did he walk after that?

Beomwoo put me down.

At first, I thought he might be taking me to a bedroom, but I could see tiled walls, and what touched my feet seemed like bathroom slippers.

Seeing that he had put me down right on them, I thought he meant for me to wear them, so I stood on them.

Beomwoo looked down at me from close range and spoke.

“Since we’re short on time, let’s wash together.”

“……Huh?”

“Didn’t you say we should wash?”

Beomwoo spoke nonchalantly, as if I had suggested it, and grabbed the hem of his shirt, pulling it up and off in one motion.

He seemed in such a hurry, every minute and second counted, ready to get in and wash immediately.

No… I did say we should wash, and I’m grateful he’s listening, but… wa, wash together?

In the past, I had imagined so many things I wanted to do with Beomwoo, what I’d want to do if I truly fell in love with him, while watching romance films.

But washing together was a scenario I had never even considered.

So as I stood frozen, not knowing what to do, Beomwoo, who had been about to unbuckle his pants, looked at the stiff Haejin and asked.

“I didn’t undress so you could look at my body.

You undress too, Haejin.

Or should I undress you?”

“Ah, no……! Th, that’s not it……!”

At Beomwoo’s suggestion, Haejin’s eyes widened like a rabbit’s, and he hastily crossed his arms in an ‘X’ over his chest.

And I had been so shocked by the suggestion of washing together that I hadn’t noticed anything, but coming to my senses, the sight of Beomwoo before my eyes was… overwhelmingly licentious.

Among alphas, Beomwoo had a naturally large build and good physique, and he maintained himself meticulously, so he looked good enough to be in a photoshoot.

My gaze was unconsciously stolen by his body, slowly moving down from his firm-looking chest to his lower abdomen.

Below, where his buckle was half undone, I could see his veins standing out.

It looked as if all the blood had rushed to his lower half in excitement.

Did something like that have to look so indecent too…?

Feeling my throat burn, I unconsciously gulped down dry saliva.

The gulping sound seemed too loud, so I hurriedly looked up.

I don’t know if he heard me swallowing or what, but Beomwoo was looking down at me with a somewhat sly glint in his eyes.

Beomwoo hadn’t said anything, but it felt like I’d been caught admiring his body with lustful eyes.

My face flushed even hotter, and unable to fix my gaze anywhere, I rolled my eyes and rambled to him.

“It’s… it’s not that, it’s just that washing together is a bit……. You know……. Shy……”

“You’re shy about this?”

Beomwoo let out a soft scoff as if it were just that.

Then he took another step closer, narrowing the already small distance, and muttered in an oddly ticklish voice.

“We’re going to do things much more embarrassing than this soon.”

As if teasing me for being shy about something so trivial when there was more to come, Beomwoo grabbed the hem of the shirt I was wearing and pulled it straight up.

Since it was loose-fitting, the shirt slid off without resistance and fell to the floor with a soft thud.