Too Late to Stop…The Moment He Lost Control

“Jeongha, th-there, too deep, euugh! Ah!”

“Shh, it’s okay.”

Jeongha’s voice sounded as if he were trying to soothe Haeyoon, but it was closer to a half-delirious mutter.

“Uhn. Yeah… ah, wait, haaahk….”

Haeyoon’s reactions were just as abnormal.

He was clearly frightened by the unfamiliar stimulation.

Even though he didn’t know exactly, he instinctively felt that the place Jeongha was stimulating was somewhere nothing should ever enter.

Yet, he didn’t feel the need to push Jeongha away.

Quite the opposite.

The fear of the unfamiliar, paradoxically, only heightened his anticipation.

If he were to be violated, if Jeongha were to crush even that deep place, just as he had messed up his insides, he wanted to know how much more violent a sensation would shake him.

It was a feeling Seo Haeyoon had never experienced before.

Soon, Jeongha hooked Haeyoon’s legs over his shoulders and slammed his hips down hard.

His massive cock, bulging with dark veins, pushed past the blocked wall and violently stabbed into the colon, where nothing had ever touched before.

“Aaah… ah, hnn…!”

Haeyoon threw his head back, mouth open, body trembling.

His thighs quivered and convulsed, his toes curling in the air.

His penis, untouched, was leaking thin semen.

“You like this here?

You’re coming so much right now, hyung.”

Jeongha, his eyes so dark they appeared almost black, spoke as he rapidly pumped his hips.

Haeyoon, not even understanding the words, just kept making sounds, half-answers, half-moans, like “Uhn. Yeah….”

Grabbing his weakening thighs, which kept falling, and spreading them wide again, Jeongha shoved the head of his cock even deeper into the colon.

“Haht! Euugh…! Ah! Aahk…!”

The Seo Haeyoon who always carefully chose his quiet words was gone.

Sharp, high-pitched moans burst out.

Jeongha found those reactions maddeningly good.

His head was so hot it felt like his brain was literally melting.

Perhaps because of that, having completely lost his reason, Jeongha, without even a moment to apply the brakes, thrust his hips as if to push his ballsac inside, then hugged Haeyoon’s trembling body with all his might.

Baek Jeongha and Seo Haeyoon both felt something was wrong in that instant.

The moment their bodies pressed together without a gap, Jeongha’s muscles expanded and hardened, and immediately, his cock began to swell inside Haeyoon.

“Jeo, Jeongha…?”

“Wait, wait.

Don’t move.”

Realizing the situation, Jeongha quickly spoke.

Caught off guard, he was flustered too, but if something went wrong, Haeyoon could be seriously hurt, so he had to come to his senses somehow.

Jeongha left a gentle peck on Haeyoon’s frightened, shrinking lips and spoke.

“I didn’t, didn’t mean for this to happen… sorry… I’m so sorry.

It must hurt… I should have controlled myself….”

As if his earlier feverish, unfocused eyes had never been there, Jeongha fidgeted like someone who had committed a great sin.

Even at that moment, Jeongha’s cock, filling Haeyoon’s insides, was growing like a beast, sprouting ridges.

“Ah…….”

Only then did Haeyoon grasp the situation.

It was knotting.

Baek Jeongha was performing knotting on him, something Alphas usually only did with Omegas.

Jeongha’s cock, already so large it made his belly feel bloated, had swollen incomparably more.

Haeyoon’s thin stomach was visibly bulging.

“Damn… damn… I… I shouldn’t be doing this… I’m sorry.

I’m so sorry….”

Jeongha buried his forehead in Haeyoon’s shoulder, repeatedly apologizing.

Alphas who achieved knotting usually became extremely aroused, unable to reason, but Baek Jeongha seemed to be in pain rather than pleasure.

Haeyoon bit his lip.

His lower hole was stretched to the point it felt like it might really tear, and Haeyoon’s Beta body wasn’t made to feel pleasure from knotting.

For a Beta, knotting brought only minimal pleasure and far greater pain, and the risk of injury was significantly higher than for Omegas.

That’s why Alphas who dated Betas would sometimes take medicine to suppress knotting.

It was the same for Haeyoon.

The fact that Jeongha had shoved his cock all the way into his colon only made the pain worse.

It was natural that Haeyoon’s face had gone pale, as if his excitement had vanished.

But in that moment, Haeyoon felt sorry for Jeongha, who was berating himself.

He was more concerned about that than the tearing pain in his own body.

He had wanted Jeongha to stay excited until the very end.

He had wanted him to finish this moment with pure pleasure.

Haeyoon barely managed to lift his weakened arms and embrace Jeongha’s back.

Feeling Jeongha’s body flinch at his touch, he let out an incongruous laugh.

Baek Jeongha, who never shrank from anything, anywhere, who was always so confident and proud, reacting so vulnerably to his slightest movement, felt endearing.

In this moment, Baek Jeongha could break Seo Haeyoon with just a small movement, but Haeyoon didn’t find him threatening at all.

“Jeongha, ugh…!”

Calling his name carefully, Haeyoon still let out a short moan at the sensation of his cock painfully stabbing his insides.

He felt Jeongha’s body stiffen again.

Sensing Jeongha’s consideration, afraid he might hurt him, unable even to breathe comfortably, Haeyoon took a deep breath, trying to relax his body against the rising pain, and spoke again.

“…It’s okay.”

“……?”

“I feel… good right now.

Really good, Jeongha.”

“What… what are you saying?

Because I acted so thoughtlessly… you’re….”

Self-loathing colored Jeongha’s muttering voice.

Seo Haeyoon was not okay at all.

Jeongha knew better than anyone that he couldn’t be.

Jeongha’s penis was far larger than average, and even without that, it would have been too much for Haeyoon, a Beta.

And now knotting.

Even among Omegas, some avoided knotting because it inevitably put a strain on the body.

Needless to say for a Beta.

Jeongha felt frustrated by his inability to properly check Haeyoon’s condition.

He wanted to examine him from head to toe, but any wrong move now would literally destroy Haeyoon’s insides, which was maddening.

But Haeyoon continued in a voice that was, instead, somewhat more relaxed.

“Really, hoo….

It’s true.

So what I mean is… it hurts.

It hurts… but I still like it.”

“What does that….”

“That you’re this excited by me… means I like it, Jeongha.”

A devastating breakup caused by betrayal often becomes a cruel curse on a person.

‘Maybe it was my fault.’

‘Am I so worthless that I was discarded like this?’

‘Was I so messed up that my friend, my lover, couldn’t love me anymore?’

Even knowing it wasn’t true, a wounded, broken heart constantly attacks the easiest, weakest target: oneself.

Haeyoon thought he had been defending himself well against that attack.

He still had good friends around him, so he thought they had kept him from sinking into the swamp.

That wasn’t wrong.

His friends had certainly helped, and without them, he might have been more broken, more hurt than he was now.

But that didn’t mean the wounds Haeyoon had sustained had disappeared without a trace.

Deep within, where no one noticed, not even Haeyoon himself, the marks left by Oh Jaeyeol and Ahn Seonwoo had been silently gnawing away at his soul.

“I want you to keep… doing that.”

“Ah…….”

“I want you to get so excited by me that you lose your mind completely, Jeongha.”

But today, Haeyoon saw flames in Baek Jeongha.

It was an intense fire capable of burning away all the filthy residue left in his heart.

Haeyoon wanted Baek Jeongha to consume him entirely.

So that no trace of the past would remain.

“So don’t… apologize to me.”

I hope holding me doesn’t become a burden of guilt for you.

Haeyoon couldn’t tell if he had spoken those final words out loud or not.

In that moment, the suffocating, intense heat emanating from Baek Jeongha consumed Seo Haeyoon.

Hot semen flooded Haeyoon’s belly.

In the arms of Jeongha, who held him so tightly it felt like his body would break, Haeyoon felt a sense of security.

The feeling of his stomach swelling was so unfamiliar it was frightening, but still, he liked it.

Someone listening might find it laughable, but in that moment, Haeyoon felt loved.

“Ah, hnn… hup…!”

Before he could even let out a pained moan at the intense pressure, making him feel like his pelvis was splitting, hot lips swallowed his breath.

The hot tongue that invaded his mouth licked every delicate surface, then sucked on his tongue, stimulating him.

Though he couldn’t breathe, Haeyoon passionately responded to Jeongha’s demands.

He obediently offered his tongue and swallowed his saliva as it flowed into his mouth.

His hole was still stuffed full with his cock, but Baek Jeongha’s ejaculation showed no sign of stopping.

It was frightening, as if his stomach might burst or the semen would rise to his throat.

Haeyoon even liked that fear.

Then, Jeongha, releasing his breath, whispered.

“You don’t know what it means for me to lose my mind, hyung.”

His voice was so chilling it sent a shiver down his spine.

Haeyoon blinked, his face dazed.

Baek Jeongha smiled, looking down at that endearing face with pleasure.

“It’s too late to regret it now.

It’s already too late.”

There it was—the heat, so intense it felt like it would burn just by looking.

It was everything Haeyoon wanted in this moment.