Learning Where It Hurts and Where It Doesn’t

Even though it was an awkward position, Jaeyul didn’t seem bothered by my posture in the slightest.

With a serious expression, he stared at my clitoris, smaller than the nail on his little finger.

Kneeling like that, his own s*x was fully erect and pointing upward, and for some reason, it made me want to laugh.

“If I touch it…Will it hurt?”

“No, touch it. Women feel more from there than from insertion. Just don’t be rough like before.”

“It looks really delicate.”

Jaeyul murmured gravely.

He brushed my clitoris so lightly I could barely feel it, then suddenly brightened, as if a good idea had occurred to him.

Before I could even question that expression, Jaeyul settled himself between my legs and buried his face there.

Instead of using his fingers, which he couldn’t help tensing, he had decided to use his lips.

It was, admittedly, an excellent choice.

Though it was something I would never do myself, not being able to understand putting my mouth on someone else’s genitals.

That was why I’d only ever touched his s*x with my hands, never with my lips.

And yet Jaeyul, without a moment’s hesitation, began licking my s*x with his mouth.

With a face that said he knew nothing, his first instinct was to shove his face between my legs.

His overly bold action made me freeze, my thighs caught in his grip.

It looks too delicate. My hands use too much force. I might hurt her if I use them. So I’ll use the softest, gentlest part of my body instead.

I could practically see that chain of logic playing out.

Jaeyul was naked too, his s*x exposed, so showing him my own wasn’t the issue.

But this situation was different.

No one had ever been between my legs like this before.

“W-wait a second!”

I tried to close my legs, but Jaeyul didn’t care whether I squeezed his head with my thighs or not.

He simply kept moving his lips.

His lips, softened and swollen from our long kissing, brushed against my clitoris first.

“I said, wai—Ah…!”

After lightly pressing his mouth to my clit as if kissing it, Jaeyul pulled back just enough to speak.

“…Does it hurt?”

“N-no. Not exactly….”

“Okay.”

Okay, my ass!

Watching him bury his lips again after answering so solemnly, I screamed internally.

For a first time, isn’t starting with oral a bit too advanced?

Or is he this bold because he doesn’t know anything?

I bit my lip hard, unable to adjust to the way Jaeyul had completely flipped the dynamic I’d been leading.

“Hnn….”

A sweet moan was threatening to spill from my mouth.

That hot, soft tongue was the perfect tool for teasing my clitoris.

It could deliver only pleasure, without hurting or damaging that delicate spot.

Jaeyul seemed to grasp that instinctively.

I’d thought he’d be good with his body, but I hadn’t expected him to use even his tongue this well.

His tongue slowly traced my entire s*x, from the opening below up to where my clit was.

He tried pressing his tongue into my entrance as if to part it, but after confirming the muscles wouldn’t open yet, he moved back up.

As his tongue slid upward, the hood covering my clitoris was gently pushed back.

The small clit, naturally exposed, was pressed firmly.

The pressure was strong, but it didn’t hurt at all.

“Ah…!”

It felt—It felt incredibly good.

It was the first genuinely pleasurable stimulation I’d felt since the world ended.

In a world like this, you couldn’t casually have s*x, couldn’t get toys, didn’t even have the time.

‘Yeah. It’s a dream anyway, and nothing bad will happen. I’ll just enjoy it.’

Wrapped in gentle pleasure, I rationalized it instantly.

“Hah… ah….”

As he licked with my clit exposed, my hips jerked upward.

There was no way Jaeyul wouldn’t notice while gripping my thighs.

What had started as simple pressure became longer, deeper strokes beneath the hood as time passed.

All my nerves focused on that tiny spot.

I clenched the clothes spread beneath my back, closing my eyes against the overwhelming sensation.

Pleasure that felt like it might spill over—but didn’t—drove me breathless.

‘A little more…I wish he’d press harder.’

I was thinking that when I turned my head and opened my eyes.

In my lowered field of vision, Jaeyul’s dark, gleaming eyes were clearly visible.

He had been watching my expression the entire time, eyes tilted upward.

Those cool eyes calmly analyzed my reactions.

The moment our gazes met, he realized I hadn’t quite reached my peak.

Suddenly, his tongue pressed harder against my clit.

“Ah—!”

My tightly held lips parted, a sharp moan bursting out.

I saw the corners of his eyes curve faintly in satisfaction.

After that, I couldn’t tell what expression he made.

The instant he confirmed my reaction was positive, his tongue dug in mercilessly.

He pushed between the pulled-back hood, pressing deep and hard.

“Ah— wait, st-stop…!”

Something was building.

The sensation of an impending climax.

I squeezed my thighs together and reached up, grabbing Jaeyul’s hair.

I meant to push him away.

But caught in the pleasure he was giving me, I couldn’t do anything.

My fingers clenched and loosened in his hair again and again.

I wanted him to stop.

And I desperately didn’t want him to.

The second desire won.

Grabbing his hair, I pulled him closer to my s*x.

As if it were only natural, he followed my pull, burying himself deeper between my legs.

“Hah— ah…!”

The tongue stimulating my clit disappeared.

Something hard suddenly closed around it.

Jaeyul gently bit my clit and scraped it lightly with his teeth.

My vision flashed white.

My grip loosened as my body twisted, but it was useless.

He didn’t let go.

“Let go— please…! Hah…!”

I couldn’t take it anymore.

That small, cruel movement coaxed my entire body into convulsing.

My hips trembled violently as I finally climaxed.

Warm fluid spilled from below, and I felt Jaeyul’s hands twitch against my thighs.

His grip tightened briefly, then eased back to a gentler hold.

I covered my face with both hands, unable to regain my senses as the climax kept crashing over me.

My whole body shuddered, flashes bursting behind my eyes.

Below, liquid poured out without my control.

As I trembled and whimpered in embarrassment, Jaeyul’s tongue returned to my clit.

He began to lap up my spilled fluids with long, slow strokes.

Each time his large tongue swept over me, lingering pleasure surged back to life.

My body jerked upward with every movement.

It was beyond my control now, the sensation bordering on pain rather than pleasure.

A climax so intense it rattled my brain.

His tongue slid easily through my slickness.

After licking away every trace of what I’d spilled, Jaeyul finally lifted his upper body.

Wiping his soiled mouth with his fingers, he moved slowly.

The hands that had pinned me down gradually released their grip.

Red marks from his large hands were left on my thighs.

My head was completely blank.

I couldn’t think at all.

And yet my body was overwhelmed with sensation.

Pleasure. Climax. Ticklishness. Pain. And pleasure again.

In the end, pleasure was the strongest of them all.

I trembled violently, not even knowing what expression Jaeyul was looking at me with.

My chest heaved with ragged breaths, tears filling my eyes until I couldn’t see clearly.

When I let my head fall to the side, tears slid past my ear, clearing my vision slightly.

I blinked repeatedly, shaking the tears loose from my lashes.

I didn’t even have the presence of mind to wipe my eyes.

“…Did it hurt?”

When I just fluttered my lashes without responding, Jaeyul cautiously reached out.

His fingers gently wiped away my tears, brushing my irritated skin.

In a lowered voice, he asked again.

Still breathing hard, I barely shook my head.

It was such a small, weak gesture that I wondered if he’d even notice.

But Jaeyul understood it immediately.

In a slightly brighter voice, he murmured,

“Then that just now was because it felt good. Women really do… come.”

Even with no experience, it seemed he knew the basics.

As he wiped my tears, he lowered his head.

The warmth of his lips paused just before reaching mine.

Instead of kissing my lips, he pressed a gentle kiss beneath my chin.

I had parted my lips, waiting for a deeper kiss.

With dazed eyes, I looked up at Jaeyul.