Deeper Than Promised

Jaeyul’s flushed face was reflected in his hazy, unfocused eyes.

Seeing my gaze, he opened his mouth as if embarrassed.

“…Um, it’s touching down there….If we kiss, it might feel uncomfortable.”

At words I hadn’t considered at all, I let out a small gasp.

…It did seem possible, but only for a moment.

I raised my still-weak hand and wrapped it around Jaeyul’s neck.

Then I pulled his body, his brows knit in flustered surprise, toward me and pressed my lips to his.

None of that mattered right now. More than anything, I wanted to kiss Jaeyul.

Jaeyul supported himself on the ground with one arm so as not to put his weight on me as he kissed me back.

Maybe because he’d tried it once already, his movements had grown smoother in that short time.

I slid the hand that had been around his neck down, tracing over his firm abdominal muscles.

A soft moan slipped from Jaeyul’s lips.

As my fingers followed the ridges of his split muscles and moved lower, the burning heat of his fully erect length brushed against my fingertips.

It was so fiercely hard that I reflexively pulled my hand away.

After hesitating briefly, I cautiously rubbed the tip of Jaeyul’s penis with my fingers.

The head was already glossy, fully prepared for penetration.

I bit down on Jaeyul’s lips as he tried to pull away and lift his body.

Guiding him to focus back on the kiss, I aligned his penis with my opening.

“Ugh….”

Between our mingled breaths, a startled moan burst from Jaeyul.

He tried to pull his hips back, but with his penis caught in my hand, it wasn’t easy.

Lifting the corner of my lips slightly, I gently rubbed the twitching surface of his length against my folds.

Slipping it between my thighs and moving back and forth, coating it with my fluids, every place his penis brushed grew painfully sensitive.

It seemed to be the same for Jaeyul. At some point, his lips had gone completely still.

Seeing him barely following my movements while holding his breath, I released his lips.

“Haah….”

Once I let him pull away, he exhaled a long moan, as if he’d been holding his breath the entire time.

His trembling breath brushed against my cheek.

While Jaeyul tensed, concentrating on the sensations below, I grasped the shaft of his penis, now slick all over with my fluids.

I positioned the tip of his penis at my entrance, which had fully relaxed from Jaeyul’s foreplay.

Jaeyul lifted his head and stared straight into my eyes.

It was a look that seemed to ask if it was okay to put it in.

Watching Jaeyul, who was clearly trying to move exactly as I wanted, I opened my mouth.

“Don’t move.”

“…Until when?”

“Until I say it’s okay.”

I had never taken something this big inside me before.

To be honest, I felt a bit scared.

If a length that still seemed to have plenty left even when held with both hands were to push fully inside me, it felt like it might easily pierce somewhere it shouldn’t.

Without waiting for Jaeyul’s reply, I slowly lowered my hips, guiding myself onto the tip positioned at my entrance.

And then I stopped abruptly.

“Ah….”

It’s too big…!

The thick head was caught at my entrance, unable to go in.

The widest part was the problem.

I’d boldly told him not to move and tried to take the lead, but all that came of it was tears welling up in my eyes.

When I started to struggle in pain, Jaeyul moved for the first time, ignoring my words.

“Doya, I’ll do it.”

He spoke as he pulled his head back from where I had barely managed to open myself around it.

Lifting me into his arms, Jaeyul sat me down on his thigh and wiped away the tears that had gathered.

He patiently wiped my tears until his hand grew damp, then lightly lifted my hips.

Suspended in midair, I blinked blankly.

I felt like I’d turned into a cotton doll.

Jaeyul lifted me as if I weighed nothing at all and seated me back down, aligning me with his penis.

I was on the verge of being pierced through.

“Hk…!”

If Jaeyul were to loosen the strength in the hands holding my hips, his penis would plunge straight in.

“J-Jaeyul….”

With both hands on his shoulders, I called out to him pitifully.

You’re not really going to let go like this, are you?

You remember what I said earlier, right?

“Don’t worry. I remember you said not to put it all in.”

As if reading my anxiety, Jaeyul answered calmly. He kissed my cheek, then slowly lowered his hands.

“Ugh….”

My entrance opened again, beginning to swallow the tip of his penis.

The thick head was the hardest part to take.

‘If I can just get past this part, then maybe….’

The moment that thought crossed my mind, Jaeyul suddenly dropped the hand supporting my hips.

The head that had been entering slowly thrust all the way inside at once.

The thick shaft, veins bulging, scraped along my insides and filled me completely.

My mouth fell open at the sensation of being filled without a single gap.

“Nggh…!”

A strange moan burst from my parted lips.

I heard Jaeyul, who had forced the insertion in one go using my own weight, let out a satisfied sigh.

For the first time, I felt betrayed by him.

Reeling from the sudden penetration, my body trembled as if something inside me had been blown wide open.

My waist curled forward, and I rested my forehead against Jaeyul’s shoulder right in front of me.

Not knowing when he might loosen his grip again, I pressed my knees into the floor to support myself.

A strong pulse throbbed in the vein at Jaeyul’s neck beneath my forehead.

Come to think of it, Jaeyul had been holding back for a long time.

He must have still been in heat, yet while he was helping me relax, he hadn’t touched himself even once or tried to force himself inside me.

So guiding the insertion this time must have been the limit of his patience.

Even while I’d only been teasing him, rubbing his length with my fluids instead of letting him put it in properly, he hadn’t gotten angry….

I reached down and felt the place where Jaeyul and I were joined.

Even now, there was still enough of his thick shaft left to grip with one hand.

It already felt like I was completely full, yet there was still that much left.

Steadying my breathing, I slowly lowered my hips again.

“Hng, wait….Doya, any deeper is….”

Seeing me gradually take him in, Jaeyul fidgeted and placed his hands on my waist.

He looked like he might lift me back up at any moment, but he seemed too overwhelmed by arousal to act properly.

At a loss, Jaeyul kept tightening and loosening his grip on my waist, over and over.

Just like I had when I was touching his clit earlier.

‘Huh….What did I do at the end back then….’

The thought crossed my mind suddenly, but filled with the sensation of being stretched by his deepening penetration, I foolishly chose to ignore it.

Even the hot, rough hands gripping my waist only fueled my arousal.

I bent my knees further, moving closer, deeper, until I was nearly seated fully on Jaeyul’s thighs.

The closer I got to his waist, the rougher my breathing became.

How much more is left?

At this point, hasn’t it gone in far enough to satisfy Jaeyul?

Exhaling slowly, I stopped my downward movement. Then I lifted my head and looked at Jaeyul with unfocused eyes.

His eyes were half-lidded as well, so dazed that it was impossible to tell whether he was looking at me or somewhere else entirely.

Suddenly, Jaeyul’s head dropped to the side. At the same time, the grip of the hands on my waist tightened.

Only then did I remember what I had done when I was being pleasured.

I had… forcefully pulled Jaeyul’s head down toward my s*x.

Completely for my own pleasure.

And just as I realized that what Jaeyul was about to do now was eerily similar to what I had done then—

“Haah!”

“Ha….”

Opposing moans slipped from our mouths at the same time.

I cried out in pain, while Jaeyul let out a moan full of satisfaction.

Gripping my waist, Jaeyul pulled me down hard until his pelvis and my hips met.

“W-We said… you wouldn’t put it all in… ngh…!”

The promise we’d made at the start was broken.

Trusting a first-time man’s self-control had been a mistake from the beginning.

‘No matter how well he’d held back until now, I should’ve known that the moment penetration started, everything would change!’

I protested, forcing the words out with a tongue that barely worked. Not that it seemed like he could hear me anymore.

“Hhk, ngh.”

Unable to bear the pressure of him being fully inside me, I lifted my hips slightly—and immediately regretted it.

He seized the opening and dragged my waist back down.

“Ha, ngh…!”

Even knowing there was no escaping no matter how I moved, instinct still drove me to move.

I thrust my hips upward, as if breaking the surface of water just to breathe.

But just like being dragged back underwater before I could even steady my breath, Jaeyul’s strength pulled me down again, swallowing his length whole.

“S-Stop…!”

A satisfied, breathy moan brushed past my ear again and again.

Each time I rose and was pulled back down by Jaeyul’s hands, my lower abdomen bulged outward.

My stomach protruded and sank back in with the shape of his penis, its movements clearly visible.

The sight alone was shocking.

Regardless of my panic, pleasure, or pain, the act continued relentlessly.

“J-Just a little….Haah….I’ll put in just a bit more….”

Jaeyul spoke in a voice thick with arousal.

The control of this encounter had already shifted entirely to him.

Acknowledging that fact, I squeezed my eyes shut, bracing myself to endure the pleasure of what was clearly going to be a long session.

The deep, relentless penetration continued, persistent and unyielding.