Chapter 2: 50 times the audience

When I got home, I turned on my stream. I’ve actually been streaming for a while.

I don’t have a camera, but I do have a mic. My main content is LoL.

I have over 6 months of streaming experience, a total of 30 followers, and an average of 0-2 viewers.

Occasionally, some deep-sea explorers visit, but basically, it’s a stream that no one watches.

Well, there’s no reason to watch.

My tier isn’t deep-sea or challenger, but somewhere near the Yeti, where the most trash players are.

My gender is male.

If you hear this, can’t you see why no one watched?

It’s not a skill stream, I have no sense of entertainment, and I’m not even a woman, so there’s no reason to watch.

When I first started streaming, I thought I would be full of entertainment and become a popular streamer.

But that being good at talking and being funny, isn’t that a characteristic of “insiders”?

I, who was good at ruining the mood with nonsense in real life, didn’t magically become good at talking online.

Even streaming is better done by “insiders”.

“Outsiders” are people who have flaws in interacting with others in the first place.

The internet is not a stage for “outsiders” either. I realized that obvious fact only after trying.

That’s why I was a nobody.

“Is anyone there?”

I said, checking my stream status, which had 0 viewers.

“I am here.”

But the number next to the person icon didn’t go up.

Since it’s always like this, I just focused on the game.

What lane? Top. Which champ? The classic.

[03:16] Ruffian (Tryndamere): Why no top gank?

[03:17] Ruffian (Tryndamere) pings that enemies are missing

[03:18] Ruffian (Tryndamere) pings that enemies are missing

[03:19] Ruffian (Tryndamere) pings that enemies are missing

[03:25] Ruffian (Tryndamere): Why no top gank? Why no top gank?

[03:28] Ruffian (Tryndamere): If you don’t come, I’ll throw

[03:40] CantType (Lee Sin): Calm down, you crazy, it’s only 3 minutes

[03:45] Ruffian (Tryndamere): ur mom

[03:48] Ruffian (Tryndamere): If you don’t come, I’ll throw

The true lane phase began. I pressured the opponent’s laner, who just picked Gwen because people say she is OP, and got a solo kill.

It seems like I won by luck because the 40% critical hit twice in a row, but anyway, I won, so it’s fine, right?

[04:11] [All] Ruffian (Tryndamere): Cut!!!

After getting the kill, I was near the enemy tower, and the enemy jungler appeared from the river below.

I, who was low on health and had no summoner spells, lost my life to the gank.

[04:30][All] 20030415 (Graves): Cut!

[04:32][All] ezezezeg (Gwen): ᄏ

What was our jungler doing when I gave him first blood? I told him to come so many times!

Seeing the incompetent Gwen enjoying it made me feel like my insides were flipping.

[04:40] Ruffian (Tryndamere): What’s our jungler doing?

[04:42] Ruffian (Tryndamere): What’s our jungler doing???

[04:45] Ruffian (Tryndamere): Our jg?

[04:49] Ruffian (Tryndamere): ?

[04:50] Ruffian (Tryndamere) pings that enemies are missing

[04:51] Ruffian (Tryndamere) pings that enemies are missing

[04:52] Ruffian (Tryndamere) pings that enemies are missing

[04:53] Ruffian (Tryndamere) pings that enemies are missing

[04:56] CantType (Lee Sin): I went bot and got all their spells;

[04:59] Ruffian (Tryndamere): So what

[05:02] Ruffian (Tryndamere): Am I bot?

[05:05] Ruffian (Tryndamere): If you don’t come, I’ll throw

Due to my strong appeal, Lee Sin finally came to gank top. Since I was pushing the lane, it was a dive situation, and Lee Sin died, but I got the kill.

[06:11] Ruffian (Tryndamere): You should have come earlier ㅉ

[06:15] Ruffian (Tryndamere): If you came when I told you, you wouldn’t have died and we would have gotten the kill ㅉ

[06:25] CantType (Lee Sin): Ha…..

“Hut.”

Seeing Lee Sin suffering made me feel good.

Originally, games are not meant to be won, but to make people suffer.

Of course, you have to win because it’s
if you lose.

However, I, who was 2 kills and 1 death, became 4 kills and 6 deaths due to consecutive ganks from Graves, and the game started to lean towards the enemy, like a lie.

[18:16] [All] Ruffian (Tryndamere): JG DIFF

[18:18][All] Ruffian (Tryndamere): JG DIFF JG DIFF

[18:20][All] Ruffian (Tryndamere): JG DIFF JG DIFF JG DIFF JG DIFF

[18:23][All] Ruffian (Tryndamere): JG DIFF JG DIFF JG DIFF JG DIFF

[18:25] Ruffian (Tryndamere): Surrender

[18:26] Ruffian has started an early surrender vote. Early surrender requires unanimous consent from all team members. /ff or /
to vote yes/no.

We ended the game with a marvelous display of cooperation, 5 yes and 0 no, only showing unity at times like this. I wanted to insult Lee Sin more, but when the loading was over, he had already left the results screen.

It wasn’t worth adding him as a friend, so I checked the stream status while thinking about the next queue.

JejuBreadDept: Me

-DontPingMe: This
streamer is taking out his stress from his
stream on the game ᄏᄏ It’s so disgusting~ ᄏᄏ

-JejuBreadDept: You

-JungleIsHell: The nickname is unbelievable

-JejuBreadDept: Me

-DontPingMe: This
streamer can’t even see the chat, that’s why he’s a nobody

JejuBreadDept: You

LastLightOfNation: The real ruffian is coming! The real ruffian is coming! The real ruffian is coming!

The chat was more active than I had ever experienced.

Checking the viewer count due to the unusually high number of chats, there were as many as 50 people. I was a little surprised at the number I had never seen before.

“Wow, it’s the first time I’ve seen 50 people on my stream.”

LastLightOfNation: ? Is it a woman?

JejuBreadDept: Extreme

-IWannaLickOriAnnasGears: The nickname is Ruffian and the main champ is Trynd, but a woman ᄏᄏᄏᄏᄏ

-JejuBreadDept: You

JungleIsHell: It must be a voice changer, otherwise this voice is impossible

JejuBreadDept: Extreme

MorningRice: Season 2 most 3 Trynd, Shaco, Singed…. This guy is ‘real’

JejuBreadDept: You

-CheddarCheese: What’s with the voice….

The chat was lively, and I felt good as if the stream was a hit. Where did these people come from?

“Where did you all come from?”

IWannaLickOriAnnasGears: Don’t you know Lee Sin is Hellboy’s sub account?

-DontPingMe: Pretending not to know, this guy is 100% sniping

JejuBreadDept: Extreme

-DontPingMe: This
streamer is trying to snipe and pretending not to know, it’s disgusting ᄏᄏ

JejuBreadDept: You

“Lee Sin was a streamer?”

I looked it up, and he was a streamer with a thousand viewers. My average viewer count is 0-2, roughly 1, so he’s a thousand times more successful than me.

He’s a Grandmaster-tier skill streamer, and it seems he met me while playing on his sub account.

And since my stream nickname is the same as my LoL nickname, it seems that the fact that I also stream was somehow revealed, and my coordinates were exposed.

‘He came to the Yeti section as a Grandmaster but couldn’t carry and left?’

If you’re a sub, act like one 쯧. I wanted to say something, but he’s a big streamer with a thousand viewers, so I held back. Anyway, he’s a thousand times more successful than me. I should be careful.

-MorningRice: Breaking news) There’s a stripper who said ‘ur mom’ to a coworker?!

JejuBreadDept: So what, as long as the voice is good

-DontPingMe: Voice
ᄏᄏ What are you going to do with just a good voice ᄏᄏ This
is obviously
ᄏᄏ

IWannaLickOriAnnasGears: Obviously
? Hehe…..

“Oh, then I’ll apologize to Lee Sin-nim first.”

I went to the streamer named Hellboy’s stream and typed in the chat.

-Ruffian: I was the Tryndamere, I came to apologize for the insults

As soon as I typed that, I was immediately banned.

“Sigh.”

-DontPingMe: The
streamer who was trying to force promotion! Cut!

-MorningRice:ᄏᄏᄏᄏᄏᄏᄏᄏᄏ

-JungleIsHell: Hellboy was really
earlier, he won’t accept the apology?

-DontPingMe: Would he accept an apology from a nobody ᄏᄏ It’s obvious it’s sniping ᄏᄏ Oh, it’s making me sick ᄏᄏ

“If it makes you sick, then leave, you
.”

The grudge of a ban should be resolved with a ban. I cut off the
who had been
since earlier.

“I went to give a sincere apology, but I was kicked out. Yes, I guess we’re not meant to be. It’s a shame.”

-MorningRice: Look at the way she talks ᄏᄏᄏᄏ

LastLightOfNation: B*
….. B*
…….

JungleIsHell: Her way of thinking is different from ours. It’s not that she thinks she’s not at fault, it’s that we’re not meant to be.

“No, of course, I was wrong. But, I have a mental illness…….. Anger management issues…………. I hope you can understand my situation.”

-JungleIsHell: Oh dear, you need to manage your anger well to play Trynd….

-MorningRice: It gets better if you keep getting hit ᄏᄏ

JejuBreadDept: The voice is so good

JejuBreadDept: Sing a song

“My voice is good? Thank you. Sing a song? I don’t know many songs.”

MorningRice: She only reads the chats she wants, crazy
ᄏᄏᄏᄏᄏ

“Hey. I read all the chats and take them deeply into my heart. Don’t slander me.”

-IWannaLickOriAnnasGears: Deep into your heart?

The guy, whose nickname was already insane, was constantly expressing his perverted desires.

But since I was a man until yesterday, I just found it absurd, not disgusting or dirty.

“I thought you only liked machines, but do you like lumps of meat too?”

-MorningRice: She’s paying attention to that ᄏᄏᄏ

LastLightOfNation: Is she really crazy?

-IWannaLickOriAnnasGears: Orianna has a chest too

-JungleIsHell: ? ? ? ?

“Time is ticking, tick, tock. It’ll be fun.”

JungleIsHell: What’s with the random voice imitation

-LastLightOfNation: Forbes’ #1 streamer with an unreadable context

JejuBreadDept: Voice good

That Bread Dept person. He’s been saying the same thing since earlier.

Seeing someone liking me for no reason made me feel good too.

Since I felt good, I decided to give some service.

“JejuBreadDept oppa, do you like my voice that much?”

I imitated ASMR as if whispering in his ear. The reaction was explosive.

-JejuBreadDept: 퍄퍄퍄퍄퍄

JungleIsHell: It’s good…. Teacher…. It’s really good…..

-IWannaLickOriAnnasGears: Read my nickname too

LastLightOfNation: I’m hard

“But didn’t you all come from Hellboy-nim’s stream to insult me? Is it okay to play around like this?”

LastLightOfNation: Ah ᄏᄏ Who would
a
streamer’s chat ᄏᄏ

-MorningRice: I’m a fan of this stream from today

-IWannaLickOriAnnasGears: Read my nickname too

“It’s so nice to have so many people. Can you feel that I like it there too? If I had a tail, I’d be wagging it.”

LastLightOfNation:
trying to create a doggy image ᄏᄏ Don’t do that

JungleIsHell: Be my dog, teacher

-IWannaLickOriAnnasGears: Tail? Where do you put the tail?

“What do you mean put it in, you
. That’s not a hole for that.”

-IWannaLickOriAnnasGears: I never mentioned a hole

LastLightOfNation: I’m dizzy

JejuBreadDept: Should you put a 19+ warning?

“This is not that kind of stream. Don’t misunderstand.”

Talking to people made me feel a little better. It felt like I made friends.

What I just said wasn’t a lie. I like having many people. I like talking to each other like this. Even though it’s just chat and voice, we’re still talking. Maybe I’ve always wanted to communicate with someone.

“This is a calm, healing LoL stream. Stop with the random
jokes!”

I’ve been talking for a while, but now I need to continue the stream. Since I aim for a calm, healing LoL stream, I tried to start a queue.

But when I pressed start game, I suddenly switched to a familiar screen.

30-day game suspension.

“Ah.”

LastLightOfNation: Wow, I’ve seen people get 3 or 7 days, but it’s the first time I’ve seen a real
streamer get 30 days ᄏᄏᄏ

-MorningRice:
ᄏᄏ

-JungleIsHell: Teacher, what kind of life have you been living?

JejuBreadDept: Even the flustered voice is good

“It’s okay. I have a sub account.”

When I logged in, a message greeted me again.

30-day game suspension.

I didn’t check because I don’t log into that account often, but my sub account was also suspended for 30 days.

“This is dizzying.”

Why should I be suspended for insulting someone who was bad on my team?

LoL is a game you play to win, so shouldn’t the person who played badly be at fault, not me who insulted them?

“It’s unfair. I’m innocent.”

JungleIsHell: Yeah, no, I don’t care, go away

LastLightOfNation: Yes. That’s how it is.

But no one understood my unfairness. It’s a really unfair world.