“Chirp! My healing method requires me to stay fully alert, with no room for distraction. Why don’t you sleep a bit?” Xia Yinuo gently stroked my hair.
“Thank you, Sister,” I forced a smile and closed my eyes. Exhaustion must have caught up with me because I quickly lost consciousness.
Xia Yinuo carefully placed my head on her lap, adjusting the angle to ensure I was comfortably supported.
“How adorable! I can’t resist!” Xia Yinuo exclaimed, barely restraining herself from shouting. She quietly gazed at me.
A neat spiky haircut, long eyelashes resting on crescent-shaped eyelids, and flawless skin made me look incredibly delicate. Xia Yinuo rubbed her hands together and reached for my rosy cheek. Suddenly, I rolled over onto my stomach, with one hand hanging off the bed and the other resting on Xia Yinuo’s ankle.
Startled, Xia Yinuo quickly withdrew her hand, hiding it behind her back. But I didn’t wake up, and she breathed a sigh of relief.
Concerned about my breathing, Xia Yinuo gently played with my hair. When I showed no reaction, she carefully lifted my face and placed me back on the bed. Xia Yinuo took out a tattoo pen and inscribed her name on my neck, along with the date.
After finishing, Xia Yinuo happily kissed my neck. With lipstick applied, a clear lip print was left behind.
“From now on, you are my private possession, mine, mine, and only mine. If any other woman gets close to you, I’ll kill her.” Xia Yinuo’s possessiveness was intense; once she set her sights on something, she had to have it, and she wouldn’t allow anyone else to touch it.
Xia Yinuo tenderly gazed at my peaceful sleeping face. Her soft hand gently caressed my cheek, feeling its smooth, silky texture, like the finest silk. As she stared at my sleeping face, her cheeks flushed, her eyes grew hazy, and her voice softened.
“Chirp, do you know? From the moment I saw you, I fell for you. Your eyes, your lips, your hands, your way of speaking, your shy demeanor—all of it, I love it, and it’s all mine, understand?”
“I wish I could confess my feelings to you, make you aware of my heart. But I can’t. I’m afraid you’ll reject me. I’m terrified of losing you. I want us to be more than friends, intimate partners. A boy as cute as you must have many girls after him!”
“But from now on, I won’t let any of them get close to you. I’m so afraid of losing you! That’s why I’ve marked you with my name, so I can always be by your side. What I’m saying now might take a very long time before I can tell you. I don’t know when that will be, but I will make my feelings clear. To show my sincerity, I’m willing to give you…”
Uh oh!
I suddenly made a sound, startling Xia Yinuo. She turned away, unable to look at me.
“Was I discovered? Did he hear me? Will Chirp leave me because of this? How do I explain? What do I say?” Xia Yinuo’s mind raced with how to explain herself to me.
I opened my eyes and saw Xia Yinuo’s stunning profile. With her sweaty brow and heavy breathing, it was clear she had been working tirelessly to heal me. She must have been exhausted: “Sister, do you need to rest a bit?”
I scooted further into the bed, leaving plenty of space.
“W-what?” Xia Yinuo’s heart skipped a beat, and her face turned bright red. Oh my, she was flustered. How could the boy be so adorable, knowing exactly what she wanted… to lie together? Cough, cough! Xia Yinuo excitedly covered her mouth, feeling the thrill.
This, this is exactly what I wanted! Although she had hoped to build more of a relationship before taking the next step, the boy had suggested it himself. What was there to hesitate about? Even though the boy’s thoughts were different from hers, lying together was the same idea.
Little one, don’t blame me for being ruthless, you suggested it yourself. Xia Yinuo giggled to herself, imagining hundreds of potential scenarios.
“Yes, yes!” Xia Yinuo lay down on the bed and pulled a thin blanket over both of us. Seeing that I was still awake, she kept her hands folded on her chest. Xia Yinuo closed her eyes and counted to three, then quickly opened them, only to find me still awake, staring at the ceiling.
“Why aren’t you asleep yet? If you don’t sleep, how can I…” Xia Yinuo couldn’t help but roll her eyes. If the boy didn’t fall asleep, she wouldn’t be able to take advantage of the situation.
Apart from my mother, Xia Yinuo was the closest person to me. I had only meant it as a casual suggestion, but now that Xia Yinuo was actually lying next to me, I felt incredibly awkward. It felt strange to be in such close proximity to a woman I barely knew, even if she was a doctor. I was embarrassed.
In my dreams, I often had intimate encounters with girls. I knew this was a normal part of a boy’s adolescence, but now, with a real girl by my side, who looked just like the girls in my dreams, I couldn’t help but draw comparisons.
She was just as beautiful, in the same environment, with the same expectations. In dreams, everything is hazy and unclear, but now, my senses were sharp and vivid. I pinched my cheek, and the pain was real. This was happening in reality, not in a dream.
I pretended to be oblivious, focusing only on the ceiling, hoping to prove that I wasn’t a bad boy and wouldn’t do anything inappropriate to Xia Yinuo. But her intoxicating scent made it impossible for me to concentrate.
“Chirp! Make sure you’re covered, or you might catch a cold.” Her gentle voice completely disrupted my thoughts, and I saw her white, slender hand blocking my view. It was all I could see. Three seconds later, her hand rested on my nose, and the real sensation sent shivers through my skin. The soft, fragrant touch was uncannily similar to my dreams.
I couldn’t count how many times this scenario had played out in my dreams. But in those dreams, I wasn’t the shy, obedient boy I was now. I became a demon, ruthlessly tormenting a girl.
If I were to do that to Xia Yinuo now… No, no, Chirp, stay awake! This is reality, not a dream. Don’t be a fool. Do you want to lose such a kind sister? She’s healing you, and you’re thinking about such shameful things? You’re truly something else. Even my parents would be ashamed of me.
I shuddered and quickly turned to face the wall. My heart raced, and I gripped the bedsheet tightly to suppress my wicked thoughts. “I’m a good boy, and I won’t do anything to hurt Sister. I won’t, I won’t.”
I don’t know if it was from watching those videos, but my mind kept replaying those shameful scenes.