The Night I Nearly Lost Everything

“……What?”

Haejin slightly furrowed his brow and blinked his eyes.

I was too drunk, and I thought we were ending things when I said we should leave……

But instead of parting, he says it’s just beginning?

I couldn’t understand the meaning, but I clearly felt that something was wrong.

I was so drunk I couldn’t even control my body properly, and this was a club I’d never experienced before, which seemed downright depraved.

Earlier, Jeong-yeon had said I was just awkward because it was my first time, that there was nothing dangerous, and that he didn’t intend to get me drunk to do anything foolish.

But now I feared those were just words to reassure me, and he actually intended something.

The moment fear surged over me, Jeong-yeon, supporting my completely limp body, took me somewhere.

I felt my phone vibrating in my coat pocket, but my body was growing weaker by the moment, and I couldn’t even check it.

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“Let go, let go of me! Let go of this……!”

Jeong-yeon took Haejin deeper inside the club, to a more secluded area.

I wanted to shake off his supporting arm, but I couldn’t muster any strength in my body.

So I tried shouting with my mouth, which was still somewhat free, to let me go, to stop, but even my voice had lost strength, and my pronunciation was slurred as if my tongue was loose.

Moreover, the surroundings were so noisy that my shouts were easily drowned out, and even if people looked, no one seemed concerned.

Some looked and laughed, but no one took it seriously.

It felt like they were all in on it.

I could guess Jeong-yeon was a regular here and knew many people, but surely not everyone knew him……

It seemed like incidents like this were commonplace here.

My mind was hazy, and I didn’t even know where I was being dragged.

I kept repeating futile refusals when, at some point, my vision flipped, and something soft touched my back.

Only then, looking around, I realized we had entered some room, and I was lying on a bed.

In a different situation, if he had taken me home, I might have thought, ‘He’s probably trying to put me to sleep,’ but this was no situation for such naive thoughts.

An adult alpha and omega had been drinking and were now on a bed together.

No matter how foolish, I couldn’t not know what this meant.

Although I had lived through a past life and faced many trials and hardships until now, I had never been forced into unwanted sexual activity.

Even though Beomwoo and I had been intimate, we were husband and wife, and I had even liked him, so while my heart felt empty, it wasn’t forced or frightening.

But now……

“Hah, heavier than I thought…….”

A stranger I’d barely met and had no relationship with was on the same bed, looking down at me as a sexual object.

Being dragged to an unknown place while unable to control my body was frightening enough.

Seeing Jeong-yeon taking off his clothes, saying he was hot, made my body tremble with fear.

I had already refused and said no multiple times, but he didn’t relent at all.

“St-stop! D-don’t do it……!”

“Don’t be scared. You’ll love it once I stuff you.”

In my desperation, I even dropped formal speech to refuse, but Jeong-yeon took my words as mere cute resistance.

Jeong-yeon slid his hands down my hips, pulling them downward, then pressed his lower body against mine.

Even through clothes, I could feel his erect cock against my buttocks.

He seemed extremely aroused by this situation of forcing himself on me, as he was hard and firm.

I was already scared, but feeling that contact at my core made me even more terrified, my breath catching.

Haejin breathed shakily, trying to push against his chest with his weak, strengthless hands.

But it was futile, just flailing in the air, and then he gritted his teeth.

“Why are you moving around so annoyingly? Just stay still, damn it!”

“Hngg, ah……!”

He spoke as if reprimanding, then slapped my buttocks with a sharp crack sound.

He gathered my flailing, powerless hands and bound them with the clothes he had just taken off.

Even if he hadn’t tied me, it seemed impossible to escape him, but being tied up eliminated even the slightest hope.

In despair, I looked at my bound hands as Jeong-yeon began unfastening his belt buckle.

“If you get pregnant, even he won’t have a choice.”

“…….”

Pregnant?

Upon hearing what sounded like a muttered remark, all color drained from Haejin’s face.

Even thinking he intended to r*pe me made my body tremble with fear, but it wasn’t just that—he intended to impregnate me.

In my past life, I was a recessive omega and knew I was infertile, but now, the brothers didn’t know that me conceiving was nearly impossible.

So, even if he forced himself on me, pregnancy wouldn’t come easily.

But even without pregnancy, being raped by someone I had no feelings for was terrifying enough.

My hands were tied, my body heavy, and my drunken mind grew foggier.

Thinking back now, what he made me drink probably wasn’t just alcohol.

No matter how I thought about it, my body shouldn’t have collapsed from just that amount, and it was supposed to be weak alcohol.

Getting so drunk I couldn’t control my body didn’t make sense.

Even as I tried to cling to reason, my vision grew dim despite my intense aversion, and my entire body heating up proved it wasn’t just alcohol.

Through the fading rationality, Haejin bit his lip and reflected on his actions today.

……I shouldn’t have trusted this person.

It was a date I was forced to attend, and even if I hadn’t gone along with the atmosphere and drunk the alcohol he offered, if he had planned this, he would have found some way to lure me into this situation.

Yet, Haejin felt as if this happened because he had handled things poorly himself.

Even if I regretted it now, nothing would change, and in this helpless situation, this was all I could do.

Just as transparent tears streamed down my flushed face, a commotion sounded from afar.

Kyaak—!

Please go in—.

The sounds came from outside the door.

I thought the soundproofing was good, but something seemed to be happening right outside the door.

It seemed I wasn’t the only one sensing something strange.

Jeong-yeon, who had been on top of me as if ready to assault me, rubbing his groin, stopped and looked toward the source of the sound.

“What’s that? So noisy…….”

He looked displeased, as if his good time was being interrupted.

But it seemed merely annoying, not something he needed to attend to, as he judged, and he started groping Haejin’s body again.

Though my head felt dull, as if drunk, my body was overly sensitive.

I wished my body were numb too, feeling nothing.

The sensation of his hands roaming over my body felt like insects crawling over my skin.

Bang bang bang—!

Please, don’t. Stop. I was wrong.

A sound like banging on a door came from somewhere—was it an auditory hallucination?

I tried to say ‘stop’ with my mouth, but my mind was fading, and I couldn’t even tell if I was forming proper words.

Whether the sound reaching my muffled ears was real or not, Jeong-yeon, who had been groping me, stopped and muttered a low curse.

“Tsk, damn it…….”

As if realizing it would be difficult to proceed like this, he stopped what he was about to do and got up.

While heading toward the door as if to check the outside situation, he glanced back at me, but perhaps deciding I couldn’t escape anyway, he quickly averted his gaze and walked to the door.

And at that moment, a crashing, chaotic noise reached my muffled ears.

The sound of things breaking, indistinguishable screams, and something being struck forcefully.

It seemed like a fight had broken out.

I wanted to see what was happening, but my body, intoxicated by something, couldn’t even move a finger.

My senses were too dulled to understand the situation.

Although the imminent assault seemed to have been interrupted, not knowing who had come or why was also frightening.

I knew nothing, but a vague hope that someone would save me was all I could cling to.

I shut my eyes tightly, trembling like a leaf.

Perhaps about ten minutes passed in my perception.

Something wrapped around my body and lifted my upper body from the bed.

“Are you alright?”

“…….”

A familiar voice reached my nearly deaf ears.

When I cautiously opened my tightly shut eyes, the person I had been picturing in my mind all this time was right before me.

Was I dreaming? Was I seeing a hallucination of what I wanted because I was drunk?

I wanted to grab him, but my body felt paralyzed, as if sleep-bound.

I just looked at him, exhaling ragged breaths, and Beomwoo looked down at me with a distorted expression before taking off his outer coat and covering me with it.

Without a word, he wrapped his arms around my lower back and under my knees and stood up from the spot.

My body floated up, cradled in his arms.

“I’m sorry…….”

A quiet voice touched my ear.

Wondering what he was sorry for, I looked up at him, but I couldn’t see his expression.

Haejin still couldn’t comprehend what had happened.

But the person taking me away was Beomwoo.

That fact alone put my heart at ease, and my eyes slowly closed.