The True Nature of the Alpha

Whether it was because Seon Ji-ha was genuinely terrifying or because he felt resentful, a single tear trickled down the corner of Yoon Dae-eon’s eye. At that, Seon Ji-ha, who had been buried against him, peeked his head up.

Seon Ji-ha stared at the sobbing Dae-eon with vacant eyes. He slowly rose upward.

Dae-eon, who had been weeping with his eyes covered, slowly pulled his hands away as a shadow loomed over his head. He looked up to find Seon Ji-ha staring down at him. Their eyes met.

“…….”

“…….”

“……I’m sorry…….”

“Hic, ugh, uwaaaaah.”

Seon Ji-ha’s lips parted, and his voice spilled out. Only then did Yoon Dae-eon let himself cry freely. It felt as if the Seon Ji-ha he knew had finally returned.

Looking down at the sobbing Dae-eon with a strange gaze, Seon Ji-ha soon lowered his head and began to lick away the tear-stained tracks on Dae-eon’s cheeks. It was as gentle and warm as a beast tending to its own.

“Why, why didn’t you say anything? You’ve been conscious this whole time, haven’t you?”

“……I was afraid…… Dae-eon would be scared…….”

“You staying silent is scarier. Please, say something.”

“Okay……”

“I like doing this with you, Sunbae. So, just… don’t make it scary…….”

Yoon Dae-eon stopped mid-sentence. While Seon Ji-ha was licking his cheeks, he felt their lower halves brush against each other. A massive presence that was impossible to ignore throbbed against him.

However, Seon Ji-ha ignored his own rock-hard erection. With what little reason remained, he murmured under his breath.

“If I say everything I want to say, I’m afraid Dae-eon will be scared…….”

If he says everything he wants to say?

Dae-eon didn’t quite understand what that meant. What mattered more was that the silence was terrifying. The Alpha, who usually seemed large but docile, felt like a sharpened predator the moment he shut his mouth.

Dae-eon spoke with a voice thick with tears.

“I—it’s scarier when you don’t say anything. So please, say something. Okay?”

“……Really……?”

While sleeping with Seon Ji-ha was certainly flustering, it wasn’t a source of great dread. Dae-eon was a Beta; he didn’t have to worry about pregnancy like an Omega. He wasn’t an innocent child, nor a bride bound by a vow of purity, so he could handle sleeping together.

But he didn’t want to have s*x like this—pushed into it while terrified of the man. He wanted a mutually satisfying experience based on the affection they shared.

Perhaps his wish reached him. Still pinned over him, Seon Ji-ha buried his lips into the crook of Dae-eon’s neck.

“Then damn it, stay still. Got it……?”

“……What? Sun—ugh!”

His voice was rough, almost a snarl. Dae-eon tried to call his name again, wondering if those words really came from Seon Ji-ha’s mouth, but he was cut off. His neck was bitten.

Startled by the pain, Dae-eon grabbed Seon Ji-ha’s hair to push him away, but Seon Ji-ha reached up and caught his hands. He pinned Dae-eon’s hands to the floor.

“Don’t move.”

With that, Seon Ji-ha shut his mouth again. No—it seemed he was occasionally muttering curses under his breath. Starting from the neck, he began to lick and suck his way down, as if trying to swallow everything that made up Yoon Dae-eon.

The pink sweatshirt Dae-eon had worn just to show him was stripped off and tossed aside like a nuisance. Stripped bare, Dae-eon was pinned beneath him, unable to move a muscle.

Finally, Seon Ji-ha’s face reached Dae-eon’s backside. The place he had probed with his sharp tongue earlier was still damp with fluids. Seon Ji-ha’s thick, long fingers pushed inside.

“Ugh……!”

Dae-eon, who had been holding his breath out of an inexplicable tension, let out a groan. The moment he made a sound, Seon Ji-ha looked up and stared at his face.

The gaze was obsessively intense—as if he intended to lick every inch of Dae-eon’s current state with his eyes.

It didn’t stop at one finger. Two, then three—Seon Ji-ha scrutinized Dae-eon’s face relentlessly until he had three fingers inside. How long did he torment him like that?

“I guess it’s deeper inside…….”

With a languid voice, Seon Ji-ha withdrew his fingers all at once. While Dae-eon was still reeling from the strange sensation, Seon Ji-ha crawled forward on his knees. Using the same hand that had just been inside Dae-eon, he now guided his own erection.

Even for Dae-eon, who was a virgin, he knew exactly what was about to happen. He reached out a hand.

“Sunbae, wait—wait a second. Ah……? Just, hng, just calm down for a moment.”

With his backside exposed and his own member being toyed with, Dae-eon’s face was flush with pleasure. Yet, out of a lingering fear, he tried to block Seon Ji-ha. Seon Ji-ha looked down at him with dark eyes.

Blink, blink.

The slow blinking eyes belonged to the Seon Ji-ha he knew. The quiet Alpha who liked Dae-eon without a word. Only now did he feel the relief of recognizing the man before him.

“Just wait a moment, Sunbae…….”

“……Dae-eon.”

At the low call, Dae-eon raised his eyes to meet his. Let’s get mentally prepared. He had made up his mind from the moment he kissed him instead of pressing the emergency button. If only Seon Ji-ha would wait just a little longer…

But unfortunately, the current Seon Ji-ha was not the man he knew.

Dae-eon realized Seon Ji-ha’s legs had moved incredibly close. Because he assumed the Sunbae he knew would wait, he hadn’t even thought to close his spread legs. That was when the shaft pushed between his loosened thighs.

Thrust.

The cock pushed in, piercing deep in a single strike. Dae-eon’s eyes went wide. However, along with the pain, an excessive pleasure surged through him.

“You said… I wasn’t very good… at waiting…….”

“Aaakh! Huaaaa!”

When he snapped to his senses, Seon Ji-ha was leaning down, breathing into his ear. He could feel the scorching heat from the body pressed tight against him. It felt as though a massive beast were crushing him.

“Sun, Su-Sun, Sunbae…….”

“Yes, Dae-eon.”

“Wh-why, why…….”

He never imagined the man would just drive himself in without a word. Having accepted something so overwhelmingly large with his whole body, Dae-eon couldn’t even speak properly, stuttering incessantly. Instead of giving a reason, Seon Ji-ha just continued talking.

“Only half went in…….”

If I go in a little more, will Dae-eon break?

His voice was nonchalant. At the dizzying remark, Dae-eon squeezed his eyes shut. Foolish Dae-eon finally understood why he thought ‘Yoon Dae-eon would be scared if he said everything he wanted to.’

Seon Ji-ha licked his ear as if Dae-eon’s feelings were none of his concern. His earlobe was sucked, and a thick tongue entered his ear canal. Hearing the sounds of his own ear being sucked, Dae-eon felt the signals from below.

If he moved violently like this, his waist would break. No, his mind felt like it was breaking. The sensation of being breached so suddenly was still vivid.

“Sunbae…… please wait…….”

“I don’t want to.”

You bastard…… Dae-eon cursed internally. While saying he didn’t want to, Seon Ji-ha thrust his hips upward.

“Augh! Wait, uha!”

“I can’t wait. You know that…….”

“Then pull—pull it out! Haht, aah!”

Seon Ji-ha pretended not to hear, busy with his thrusting. Despite his words to pull it out, Dae-eon’s own member was rock hard, dripping fluid from the tip. Every time Seon Ji-ha’s hips slammed up and hit his prostate, more fluid spilled out like a button had been pressed.

“Dae-eon, lift your hips more.”

“I ca—can’t…… haa! Aht! Ugh!”

“Hurry.”

Despite pounding him so hard he couldn’t think, Seon Ji-ha still issued commands. He seemed insane. Even as he trembled from pleasure that turned his vision white, Dae-eon knew why he was being told to lift his hips.

It was to connect deeper, until the very end. Because according to Seon Ji-ha, only ‘half’ had gone in.

But that was wrong. This was truly the limit for Dae-eon. Even if he lifted his f*cking hips more……. At that moment, Dae-eon’s hips were hoisted up, lifting his backside into the air. Dae-eon could see his own ankles right next to his eyes.

Once he was folded in half, Seon Ji-ha finally looked satisfied and buried himself deeper. His words were true. His body, which he thought had reached its limit, was able to accept him even deeper.

And as much as he accepted him deeper, the pleasure arrived like pain.

It was a pleasure so fierce he wanted to move his waist just to dodge the constant stimulation of his prostate. But he couldn’t move. Seon Ji-ha was crushing him with his entire weight.

Overstimulated, Dae-eon reflexively shed tears and wondered.

Is this s*x, or a meal? His hands and arms were pinned to the floor by Seon Ji-ha, and his upper and lower body were in a similar state. His only somewhat free part, his face, was caught and licked or sucked whenever there was a moment.

If someone looked down from the ceiling, Dae-eon would be completely hidden by Seon Ji-ha’s back; not even his hair would be visible. Well, perhaps his feet floating in the air might be seen. Other than that, everything was pinned beneath Seon Ji-ha.

Seon Ji-ha, who had been driving Dae-eon to the brink, suddenly stopped his movements.

He roughly swept back the bangs covering his eyes. The sweat-soaked hair stayed up, save for a few stray strands. He muttered:

“f*ck, I can’t see.”

He acted annoyed, as if the bangs he had kept for decades were an obstacle. Only then, looking satisfied with his clear view, did he stare at Dae-eon obsessively.

Locking eyes with the Seon Ji-ha who had cleared his hair, the sobbing Dae-eon realized something.

Ah, this is not the Seon Ji-ha I know. This is someone else. The Seon Ji-ha I know…….

“Stop moving, Dae-eon. You’re making me miss. Haa, f*ck, I wonder where I should break…….”

He is not the kind of person who says such crazy things.