Before falling asleep, Su Xuan meditated, using the Life Source Energy to activate the Crimson Blade, letting countless particles of yang-natured Soul Substance ripple through his body.
Feeling the yang-natured Soul Substance rushing everywhere inside him, Su Xuan smiled faintly, as if full of confidence for the future.
Pulling open the covers, Su Xuan looked down at his Little Su Xuan with some apology and comforted it in a soft voice, “Don’t be afraid, you will definitely grow up strong and return to your former vigorous state!”
As if he had already seen a beautiful future, Su Xuan stretched, squinted his eyes, let out a cat-like purr, and pulled the covers over himself to sleep.
However, Su Xuan probably didn’t know that this was the last night he would have his Little Su Xuan.
In the dream world, a reflection on the blade.
Half of it was himself, and the other half was Su Xuan’er!
The half that was himself was the true, completely male self, the self from his previous world.
And the other half was the completely feminized Su Xuan’er.
He watched as the male half slowly darkened, as if poisoned, gradually losing its signs of life.
The female half of the body, however, emitted a strange fluorescence, maintaining the life of the male side.
But under this strange fluorescence, the male half of the body also began to gradually change, as if it were being slowly assimilated by the female half.
“This…!”
Su Xuan stared blankly at the image reflected from the blade’s surface.
Looking at the trembling-inducing scene, countless memory fragments began to surface.
It was a memory of the past, a memory of why he had become like this.
Perhaps… Su Xuan should never have existed in the first place.
It was all just an accident, just an oversight of the universe’s will.
A seventeen-year-old consciousness that had traveled through time and space from another universe had accidentally attached itself to a developing embryo.
The seventeen-year-old consciousness should have dealt a devastating blow to the original consciousness that existed in the embryo, in order to achieve the goal of “rebirth”!
However, this consciousness, this will from the outside world, not only brought memories but also impending doom.
This consciousness was unable to occupy the newborn body because the consciousness itself was heading towards death due to an irresistible force.
But he couldn’t just watch himself die.
So he chose another way to live.
He tried to use his own vast memories to assimilate the consciousness that originally existed in this body, to achieve the goal of “living.”
He achieved this goal.
Under the control of his final will, the girl who should have been called “Su Xuan’er” eventually grew up to be the boy “Su Xuan.”
But this did not mean that “Su Xuan’er” had disappeared from this world.
On the contrary, she had always existed in “Su Xuan’s” subconscious and was guiding “Su Xuan” to become closer to “Su Xuan’er.”
And the Su Xuan’er in the consciousness space was a manifestation of Su Xuan’s subconscious.
When Su Xuan himself leaned towards feminization, the subconscious would gradually awaken, which was why Su Xuan could never find Su Xuan’er.
“The original Su Xuan died long ago? So I’ve actually been Su Xuan’er all along?”
As if to prove this sentence, something seemed to be rapidly collapsing.
It all seemed to have come too abruptly, but this was actually all planned by the subconscious “Su Xuan’er.”
Ever since Su Xuan accidentally discovered that obtaining Life Source Energy could stimulate the yang-natured Soul Substance in the Crimson Saber, the revival of Su Xuan’er’s consciousness had been greatly hindered.
Especially after obtaining a large amount of Life Source Energy in last night’s accident, it made Su Xuan’er even more vigilant.
If not handled properly, Su Xuan might continue to live as a male forever.
So Su Xuan’er had prepared such a dream.
The memories inside were actually half-true and half-false, but they were enough to make Su Xuan’s consciousness collapse.
At that point, using the large amount of Life Source Energy in the body to remold the body, the goal would be achieved.
At this moment, the heart of Su Xuan, who had held fast to himself, collapsed.
The dream shattered, and he fell into a bottomless darkness.
At this time, under the control of the subconscious, the Life Source Energy washed over the body.
The yang-natured Soul Substance was no match for the ice-blue Phantom Soul; they all defected and became yin-natured Soul Substance.
The Crimson Saber still seemed to be in that half-dead state, drifting freely in the boundless consciousness space.
Countless particles of yin-natured Soul Substance drifted everywhere.
Carried by the rapidly rushing energy particles, they surged throughout Su Xuan’s body.
Su Xuan’s body, which had been converting towards the male direction, suddenly went down the path of feminization, never to return!
The white doves slowly grew to the size of little white rabbits.
The slightly angular and somewhat heroic face began to soften.
Little Su Xuan, with a dazed look, was wiped away completely, and in its place was… well, you know.
The long, slender hair grew rapidly again.
The slim body became full of temptation, making it impossible for one to control oneself!
Everything was happening this one night!
In the consciousness, the subconscious, independent consciousness of Su Xuan’er began to collapse, completely merging into Su Xuan’s consciousness.
The collision of thoughts was constantly taking place.
Tonight’s dream would not appear in Su Xuan’s memory, but the changes in the body were an unchangeable fact.
…
The morning sun rose.
The long, dark, and dense eyelashes fluttered.
Su Xuan was about to wake up.
At this moment, Su Xuan seemed to still be holding onto a beautiful hope for the future, a sweet happiness showing on his face.
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