Just Once… Let Me Be Inside You

Just like before, my body was lifted into the air.

Even though it was a repeated situation, I couldn’t help but be startled when my feet left the floor.

I let out an involuntary gasp, but I couldn’t bring myself to ask him to put me down.

Earlier, I couldn’t because he was carrying me up the stairs and I was afraid of falling, but now we were both still wet from washing.

If I struggled and my hands slipped, it could lead to a serious accident, just as I had worried.

So, as I stayed still and let him carry me obediently, Beomwoo faintly lifted the corner of his mouth and began walking with Haejin in his arms.

He moved to the room right next to the bathroom, adjusted his hold on Haejin, cradled the back of his head with one hand, and laid him down backwards.

The soft mattress of the bed met my back.

Judging by the furniture in my field of view, we seemed to have entered the bedroom.

I briefly thought, ‘Shouldn’t we dry off?’ as I felt the sheets against my back getting wet, but when Beomwoo greedily sought my lips again and his fingertips brushed my protruding nipples, I lost any chance to worry about such things.

“Hah……”

From head to toe, there wasn’t a place on me that wasn’t touching Beomwoo.

Our entire bodies were pressed together under his weight, but it didn’t feel heavy or unpleasant.

It felt good, as if we were warming each other’s bodies, cooling from evaporating water, with our own body heat.

As I accepted him quietly without pushing him away, at that moment, something hard and hot, like a club, pressed between my legs.

I knew what it was even without visually confirming below.

Even earlier, when we were together in the bathroom, I couldn’t bring myself to look down out of sheer embarrassment.

Just looking at his upper body was shameful enough; if I looked at his lower half, I felt like I’d become a pervert, so I desperately avoided it.

So, while I was the only one being caressed, I had wondered inwardly if he was aroused too, but it seemed he was just as excited as I was.

……Come to think of it, considering he turned the car around on the way and raced straight here, he must have been aroused from that point.

And it wasn’t like nothing happened while washing, so it wasn’t strange for him to be even more heated.

While I was a bit surprised anew by realizing Beomwoo’s state, he slowly continued his actions.

Like a large dog unaware of his own size, he pressed his body down on me, then slowly moved his lips from my lips to my neck, down to my chest.

“Hih, hah……”

When Beomwoo sucked on the nipple he had been rubbing with his fingers just moments before, making a chu sound, Haejin’s back arched like a fish out of water.

Not all omegas are sensitive in the chest, but Haejin was particularly weak there and more vulnerable to pleasure than others, so his reaction was greater.

Beomwoo seemed to enjoy Haejin’s reaction and wanted to play with him like a toy, but his own situation was urgent, so as if promising a next time, he moved down along his body.

Beomwoo’s tongue traced a path down from the nipple, over the navel, and further down.

It was definitely ticklish, but perhaps due to the situation, the sensation of being traced felt oddly erotic, making his body twitch and tremble.

Before he knew it, Beomwoo, who had come all the way down, sat between Haejin’s spread legs.

The hard, erect member rubbed against the back entrance.

As Haejin cautiously looked down with heated vision, Beomwoo, his face more flushed than usual, licked his lips as he aligned himself below.

Each time the erect member touched and slid against the entrance, the hole, moistened with Haejin’s own semen and slick, gaped slightly, screaming a silent cry of wanting to take him in immediately.

Beomwoo’s member was erect with veins standing out, looking ready to burst, and thanks to his preparation in the bathroom, Haejin’s back entrance was in a state where penetration wouldn’t be strange.

So, thinking it was about to enter him now, Haejin tightly closed his eyes.

But for some reason, the member that had been rubbing against the entrance as if ready to plunge in any moment moved away and didn’t enter.

What…? Why isn’t he…?

Not daring to ask, Haejin secretly opened his eyes and looked down.

Beomwoo was tearing something open with his teeth.

A condom wrapper.

“Uh…?”

Using contraception is the right way to have s*x, but upon seeing it, Haejin unconsciously let out a dumbfounded sound.

And for good reason.

Since this mood had suddenly arisen on the way to Seoul earlier, we hadn’t bought any condoms separately.

Moreover, from the moment we arrived at the villa, we had been all over each other from the front door, so it didn’t seem like he had taken it out from a drawer or anywhere… where did that come from?

Where it came from was a mystery, but more than that, the reason I was even more flustered was that I, who should have been more aware of the danger, hadn’t even considered that point.

As for me, I knew from test records in my past life that I was infertile, so I knew pregnancy wouldn’t occur easily.

So, while I might have less sense of crisis about unwanted pregnancy compared to other omegas, still, it seemed I had opened my heart too quickly just because I decided to accept and trust him.

I was embarrassed by my own behavior.

As I watched Beomwoo tear open the condom with complex feelings, he, while rolling it onto his throbbing member, seemed to catch the meaning of my gaze and let out a soft chuckle.

“Didn’t I say I can only think of doing this?”

“……”

As if saying it was only natural he had prepared condoms.

No… Of course, Beomwoo had said that before, but I didn’t know he had even prepared condoms…

I wondered when he had gotten them, but the atmosphere wasn’t right for asking, and it wasn’t important in this situation anyway.

Having it was better than not having it in this situation, so there was no point in questioning it.

Seeing Haejin’s dumbfounded expression even at his words, Beomwoo, as if finding it a bit funny, let out another soft chuckle and slowly pressed the tip of his member against the back entrance.

“I’m going in.”

The mood had lightened momentarily, but the body’s situation was urgent.

As Beomwoo announced and pressed the glans against the entrance with a push, the flesh gave way, and the tightly closed hole opened slightly.

Even though it was just pressing against the entrance with the glans, the thick, large presence was unmistakably felt.

Moreover, from memories of his past life, Haejin knew how fully this would fill his insides once it entered.

Because of that, his body stiffened even more with tension.

As Haejin instinctively drew in a tense breath, the member, as if waiting for that gap, began to slowly push inside.

“Ahh, hh, eek!”

The back entrance had been moist and eager to accept something even before penetration, and in his heart, he wanted him too.

He had decided to believe Beomwoo liked him, and he wanted that confirmation not just in words but with his body as well.

He wanted to feel physically loved.

But now that Beomwoo’s member was actually starting to enter, a thought of ‘Is this right?’ arose, making him feel troubled.

Even in his past life, when he had accepted it several times, its size had been burdensome each time, but now it felt even more monstrous, to the point where he wondered if his memory had been idealized.

It wasn’t even fully inside yet; only the glans had just barely entered, and already it felt this way, enough to make him flinch in fear.

Come to think of it, this was the first time accepting someone with this life’s body.

Moreover, on the day they had decided to have their first relationship in the past life, there had been a warning, so Haejin had looked up things on the internet and made what he thought was full preparation.

But this time, there was no time for preparation or anything.

Even the so-called lubricant was just his own semen.

Thinking about it, it was bound to be much more burdensome than back then.

For various reasons, as Haejin groaned and struggled painfully, Beomwoo frowned his handsome brow and let out a breath.

“Hoo, re, relax… Are you trying to bite it off?”

“Hhuuu, I can’t… hhuu… It’s, it’s too big…”

It seemed it wasn’t just Haejin who found it burdensome.

Beomwoo gently patted his buttock with his hand, telling him to relax a little, but that wasn’t as easy as saying it.

To use a metaphor, it was like encountering a boss monster right at the start of a game; there was no way to adapt that quickly.

When Beomwoo had put on the condom earlier, there had been a moment to catch my breath, and I had thought he was taking his time, but now that I think about it, that was a crazy thought.

Even if Beomwoo had prepared me twice as much as he did today, it would have still been burdensome.

I don’t know what was so urgent.

“Hhuu, if, if you put it in more, I think I’ll tear…”

“Hoo…”

I didn’t regret deciding to be with him physically, but I hoped he would pull out for a moment or wait for me.

As Haejin looked down, frightened and on the verge of tears, Beomwoo let out a long, frustrated sigh.

Judging by what Beomwoo had said earlier about Haejin trying to bite it off, he seemed to know his body wasn’t ready to accept him yet.

But it seemed many thoughts crossed his mind, having waited and endured for so long.

Beomwoo looked down at the painfully stretched, slightly充血ed juncture, seeming to think for a moment, then spoke to Haejin in a resolved voice.

“I’ll put it in once and then we’ll stop.”

“Eek, hhuu, wha…? What does, nn, aah!”

No, that’s not what I meant.

Why did it conclude like that?

Flustered by Beomwoo reaching a conclusion completely opposite to his intention, Haejin tried to protest, asking what he meant, saying that’s not it, but Beomwoo’s actions were faster than his words.

Without giving any chance to say no, Beomwoo pressed down on the back of Haejin’s thighs, folding his body almost in half, and thrust in.