Chapter 8: To stand up, and then again

Me.

What seems to have happened.

Me, sprawled out on the bed.

Me, like a limp, wet laundry hung on a clothesline.

It feels like something’s wrong with my head.

I, soaked in love juice and saliva, could only open my eyes after noon.

The bed was soaked with the smell of that intense moment, and I held my head and thought about the vanished fox lady.

A man, you say.

No matter how much I think about it, I don’t know what I was thinking when I said that.

I don’t even know what I was thinking.

What did I do?

Too many things happened at once, so I couldn’t think of anything.

I couldn’t control my emotions.

Am I still one of the young ones?

What happens if my mom finds out?

I don’t know anything anymore.

School is still scary, although the homeroom teacher didn’t call.

It’s too scary to see her face again.

I don’t know how to react or what to say anymore.

It’s the first time it happened in reality, but now that it’s over, should I say I’m relieved?

First of all, it hurt like hell.

Yeah, it f*cking hurt.

D*mn it.

I still, hate her.

Did she have to go that far to separate Hyeji and me?

Did she have to take me by making an indelible wound on me?

Wasn’t there a gentler, kinder way?

I, that’s what I think.

Sigh..”

It can’t be helped.

Things have already gotten out of hand, and the only one who understands me is that ghost and guardian spirit, the fox lady.

And the only one who can understand that woman is me.

No, but I don’t understand.

Why is she so desperate to devour me?

It’s really upsetting.

“…If you’re lonely, just being by your side should be enough…”

I hope you’re listening, you damn guardian spirit.

“Well..”

Of course, I’m not someone who would be satisfied with that either.

“Hmm..”

I was just vaguely thinking, what should I do now?

It’s too late to restore my relationship with Hyeji, and I don’t know what to do after I finish dealing with this situation.

Tick

But I could soon remember again.

“..Let’s go to work.”

I have something to do.

Something I have to do.

I can’t be swept away by emotions forever.

It’s okay to be broken down for a while because so many things happened at once.

Now, let’s really get a grip, I’ve got a grip.

Creak-

It’s the time when the boss is here, so if I go earlier than usual and propose a time agreement, he’ll listen.

I thought so and quickly washed my body and put on a coat over my work clothes.

“I’ll do the laundry later.”

My mom doesn’t usually come into my room.

But.

Thud-

“Ah..”

“Why am I so dizzy?”

“Ah.”

Thud-

Come to think of it, I haven’t slept for four days.

I should have been careful.

Damn it.

Swish-

I held my breath.

The sensation of the play from earlier was still there, and the memories from the dream continue, so the state from the dream I had last time was still in my body.

So if I hold my breath, the fox lady..

“It’s okay to say something when you wake up.”

She didn’t seem to care.

Slide-

So, as I quietly raised my head, the fox lady was sipping warm tea and sitting in front of me.

Her unique hanbok made her look cute, and I sat in front of her.

“….Even if you’re lonely, isn’t this too much?”

“What?”

I asked.

“Ah, no… We, well.. Honestly.. She’s my only friend…It’s also like that to suddenly do that, and suddenly appear in reality without saying anything..”

And since this is a dream anyway, I tried to relieve my heart.

“I’m a vengeful spirit, you know?”

“..”

“Yes?”

The fox lady smiled brightly and said.

“I received a fantastic special treatment called conditional revival~!”

“Yes?”

Some nonsense, crazy talk.

“I can be revived if I suck vital energy~ Really.”

But I soon started to understand for some reason at the following words.

“And if a special situation comes, I can use a little of the absorbed vital energy to manifest for a while~ Ah, the previous manifestation was just because you were horny, so.. You don’t have to think much about it!”

“Crazy b*tch..”

At the fox lady’s bright expression, I..

Huh.

“So that’s why you were so horny…”

I tried to answer with a resigned expression, as if it couldn’t be helped.

“No? That’s because I was horny, right?”

“Yes?”

The fox lady told me.

“It’s winter now~ It’s time to f*ck and give birth~ After winter comes spring!”

“..It’s a little early..”

I don’t know what kind of fox gets in heat so quickly.

…..

Anyway, it’s too much, I’m a little upset.”

Well, that’s enough, and I came back to the main point and told the fox lady.

“….I, I want to live a little comfortably in reality… The fortune-teller lady also said it was a blessing…. But this is a bit too much.”

Then the fox lady calmly sipped her tea.

“…Hmm?”

She suddenly spit out her tea.

“You’re cute, making a complaint..”

“…Wh, what are you saying..!”

She suddenly started flirting, saying I was cute.

“But, I don’t like it!”

“…Yes, eh..?”

But the flirting was a trap, and the fox lady soon put down the empty teacup.

Slide-

“Ugh..”

“I’ll keep dropping every human who approaches Semin without permission.”

I’ll keep saying it… Semin is mine, right? I can’t give you to anyone.. So,

She swept up my leg and said.

“..This underwear, it’s annoying to look at.”

“..Eh..”

And since even the only underwear was bought by Hyeji, she took off my underwear before taking off my outerwear and threw it away.

“….Wa, wait..”

So, when I was embarrassed and asked if we could rest a little in this dream.

“…..Today, I’m not in a good mood.”

“Yes..?”

The fox lady said.

It feels like it will change Something, as if hinting Everything.”

voice.

Thud-

It had been two hours.

It was two in the afternoon now.

Uh..”

I, wasn’t violated.

This time, I wasn’t violated.

Comfortable.

It felt like I had a really long, deep sleep.

….Phew…

How can I make more of these sleep times.

If I had only these kinds of times, I’m sure I could endure even if more things like that happened.

Yeah, the man in me still remains.

I should subdue her with a man’s strength…

But no—I was completely overtaken.

Still, a part of the Se-min from my days as a man lives on in my heart.

Semin with a hot heart.

So tonight, I’ll subdue her with the power of a male, and I’ll somehow win.

And I’ll get a good night’s sleep and overcome it vigorously tomorrow.

Whatever it is.

“Ugh!!”

Thud-

Let’s Semin. win,

No matter what happened, I overcame it.

This time too, I just stumbled for a while.

I’ll win, absolutely.

Patter, patter

“Boss!!” Hello

“Oh, what are you doing here so early?”

So, I went to work with a lively heart and asked the boss to change only today’s schedule, and fortunately, today was not busy, so he readily changed it.

“Come one more day this weekend~” Instead

“Yes!! Of course!!”

He set a condition, but it doesn’t matter.

I just need to be busy now.

I just need to feel like I’m doing something.

But by the way, I think the fox lady said something in my dream.

Why can’t I remember?

Patter patter-

“Ugh..”

Well, anyway, I don’t know, so anyway, after a big run, I dragged my heavy steps and came home.

Beep, click-

“You’re back? You left school early today because you were sick, are you okay..?”

“Ah, yeah…”

With my mom’s concern, I was able to know what happened at school that I didn’t get a call.

“Hyeji told me that you didn’t come without saying anything, are you really okay..?”

“U, yeah, I’m okay.”

I noticed it and answered roughly, and went back to my room.

I thought about Hyeji for a while because she told me.

It seems that it has become inevitable that my arm trembles whenever I think of Hyeji, so I quickly forgot and prepared to wash and go to sleep.

Slide-

I, in my pajamas, prepared for the decisive battle.

“…Okay, I’ll win today.”

Awakening the masculinity that still remains and lives in me, I will definitely reverse today and make her squirt under me.

I made up my mind.

Plop-

So, I fell asleep confidently.

Squish, squish

“Heee, ugh, ehehe, heek, pu, put it iiiiin, put, it iiiiiiin….

“You’re pathetic~♥

I was confidently trained.

“Put it in~? Shall I put it in~♥”

“Ple, please, ha, ha, please…..

Squish, squish, squish, squish

A lot of water leaks.

I haven’t put it in for a long time, and I only played on the outside.

I can’t put any strength in my legs.

I, who declared that I would win by asserting my masculinity, had become a gentle puppy who was panting and only wanting the climax that pierced my insides.

I was a s*ave to pleasure.

Damn it.

Squish-

“Well~ Poof~”

“Haaaaa…!!”

And when I finally started calling the fox lady master and biting, sucking, licking, and making a fuss with the hand she held out, she started to put it in.

“Heeeeek…. It’s coming, it’s coming in…”

As soon as it came in, I fainted and reached the climax of the climax, and I passed out.

This kind of pleasure, yeah.

I still can’t get used to it.

I still, feel like I’m going crazy.

“I’m going craaaazy….”

What do I do tomorrow morning?

I’m screwed.